So tonight I was dialogueing with a friend about the torturous homework brought upon us over the next two weeks. I honestly have no idea how I am going to do it and be successful with it all, esp. since I have discovered that unlike doing an allnighter for a paper, doing an allnighter for a presentation and have to then sit in class for another 4 hrs is so! not cool.
I was thinking about it though and this whole nursing program and esp. over these last few weeks I have seriously doubted that this is the field that I want to be in. I have quickly failed to forget who got me here in the first place, My Prince. Each step from the first day that stepped onto Heritage campus he was calling me back to his ministry. The place where he got my attention back on missions and was the one that showed me that Nursing was an option; a very good option. The profession its self is an act of compassion, serving the patients, helping the sick as Jesus calls us to do. It can take me places where other people can not go, into places that are not yet reached.
Without him I would have given up a long time ago, so Jesus grant me the strength that I need to get through these next two weeks. Let your strength be a witness to your power through me and do not let me take the credit that you deserve. As you and I journey though these next two weeks may your light shine upon my friends and offer them peace, just as you have granted me. Let the little sleep that we do get be enough to sustain us through. May you also bless us a few laughs too. May my friends to seek after you even if they do not know you, and if you will, give me one more chance to share something about you.
Most of all thank you for not letting go. When all else fails, and everything around me has seemed to fall to pieces you remain the same. You never let go of me, my prayer is that my soul will never turn against your will and I will never stop looking at you. My beautiful prince, for all you have done I thank you, for all you will do, I praise you!
Love from a daughter of the King
~Erika
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