"I needed to start looking at life through God's
eyes instead of my own. Because God was in complete control, all of this
loneliness, all this pain, all this patience, would one day pay off. One day it
would all, hopefully, make sense."
Dear
Jesus,
Please
help me to do this look through your eyes right now. Remember that you placed
passion for caring for others, that my care would be a channel to heal their
hearts. That the tears that I cry would not go to waste and that the time of
waiting would be a place to grow. Let me remember that you have place me here
in this loneliness to rely on you more then anyone else and that my decisions,
my actions, my dreams are to see that you are glorified and that you be
recognized. Do not let me forget that it is through these times it is your
strength that is getting me through and not my own. You have a story planned
out for me and may I embrace it with joy knowing that out of it I may become
more and more complete, the princess you created me to be. May the beauty that
I portray simply be a reflection of your radiance shining through me and let me
never forget that I am willing to go. That there are people who need to hear
and that I am willing to tell. Obstacles of language, fear, distance, debt
stand in my way but you are conquerors of all these things. In the mean time
show me ways not to compromise who I am in you to reach people that are around
me now. Let me see the common ground or help me make one to reach you lost
children, let them see you through me.
Your
Lover
~erika
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